Johnny Knox faces long, difficult road back to the field
Not now anyway.
Thatís because when you look in his eyes, you donít see touchdowns.
You see hopes and prayers. You see a little doubt. And you see a horrific collision with a Seahawk last December that fractured his vertebrae and left him in the hospital for three days and in a body cast for 2Ĺ months. He appears much lighter than his listed playing weight of 185 pounds.
This doesnít look like a man who will be taking the field in the foreseeable future to participate in a collision sport played against hulking behemoths and athletic freaks.
Poor Johnny Knox looks like he would have trouble handling a stiff wind, let alone a stiff hit by the likes of Charles Woodson.
He says he lost 30 pounds after the injury and has regained 10 of those, but he still is painfully thin on his 6-foot frame. He walks a little funny too. Aside from the practice jersey and the flashy white and orange football gloves he wore Wednesday, not much about him looked like an NFL wide receiver.
You want to know about the future. For Knox, the future is tomorrow.
Itís light jogging. Itís riding on a stationary bike. Itís lifting weightsóbut not free weights, machines only. Itís bringing back muscle memory.
He said thereís no timetable set for him to return to practice. Nor is there a timetable for him to return to games. He still clings to the hope he will be ready Sept. 9 when the Bears open against the Colts at Soldier Field, but he acknowledges he could sit out all of 2012.
ďIt could happen, but Iím staying optimistic,Ē he said. ďIím not in any rush. This is my spine, the core of my body Iím dealing with.Ē
If he saw the gruesome way his body bent when 272-pound lineman Anthony Hargrove torpedoed him, he might take even longer. Somehow Knox has avoided reviewing the play. And donít offer to show it to him.
The hit may have been a turning point in Knoxís career, if not his life. It might prevent him from ever playing again. It could diminish him as a player. It could make him bitter.
Or it could force him to see things he never has seen, and to appreciate opportunities he never knew existed. It could make him a better player. It could make him a better man.
Knox said the pain from that terrible hit, and the subsequent surgery, is gone now. At least the physical pain is.
Despite the temptation to lose faith, Knox has tried to maintain a healthy outlook.
ďFrom day one my mindset has been real positive,Ē he said. ďNo letdowns. No setbacks.Ē
I learned long ago never to doubt the strength of the human spirit. I believe Knox is strong in places that donít bulge and ripple.
But I also learned long ago that it is reasonable to doubt the strength of the human body. Knox is weak in places that he canít be as a player.
Itís going to be awhile, but some day, Johnny Knox will run, jump and catch again.
He has to because there are so many pulling for him.
He will take a big hit, and he will pop up, shake it off, smile and trot back to the huddle.
Itís going to happen.
ďI will play again,Ē Knox said. ďDefinitely.Ē
He has to because there are so many of us pulling for him.